Fall is here and I am so happy to feel its cold air. I still have the window in my room open and I love the way the cold wind feels as it moves across my face just as I fall asleep.
I love sitting in my car on the break between my classes listening to Bon Iver and watching the newly browned leaves rustling in the trees over head. This season should make me sad but it doesn't. I seem to carry sadness with me more when the weather is nice than when it is not. I love sitting on the couch wrapped in a blanket and picking apart my sweatshirt collection until I find the perfect and most comfortable old sweatshirt that immediately makes me feel safe.
Also, I made it through my birthday this year without getting sick. (fingers crossed) and I actually had a really good time. I felt a lot of love that I was not expecting this year and I feel a sense of ease and happiness that has long since been missing. My ups and my downs are extremely severe as of late and I am sorry to all of those people who have been traveling with me down this mega crazy road. I am thankful for all of you and I don't really know what I would do without you.
Here is to another few months of 2012 and I hope that this year ends well for me.
I love sitting in my car on the break between my classes listening to Bon Iver and watching the newly browned leaves rustling in the trees over head. This season should make me sad but it doesn't. I seem to carry sadness with me more when the weather is nice than when it is not. I love sitting on the couch wrapped in a blanket and picking apart my sweatshirt collection until I find the perfect and most comfortable old sweatshirt that immediately makes me feel safe.
Also, I made it through my birthday this year without getting sick. (fingers crossed) and I actually had a really good time. I felt a lot of love that I was not expecting this year and I feel a sense of ease and happiness that has long since been missing. My ups and my downs are extremely severe as of late and I am sorry to all of those people who have been traveling with me down this mega crazy road. I am thankful for all of you and I don't really know what I would do without you.
Here is to another few months of 2012 and I hope that this year ends well for me.