When we come to the cliff of a decision we are either going to do or not, right? At the most simple and certain choices in life we either go for it or let it go. Even with this knowledge floating around in our souls we still find ourselves hesitating when making big decisions.
We don't really stop and think that the soda we just purchases could have a deadly bacteria in it from improper handling. We drink up without a thought otherwise. If we are so flighty with food and things of that kind of trivial nature, why are we not with things that make us happy?
Why do we hold back on the first kiss? Why do we pretend not to love when we are head over heels? When you are walking and talking why not interrupt with an "I love you".
When meeting new people I tend to drop all of my hesitation. I try hard to make people laugh and to also keep a resemblance of who I really am with every joke I spew. I hope that people really enjoy my company and my thoughts, but it wouldn't kill me if they didn't.
We are so caught up in how it is going to end to really enjoy the here and now. I am a victim of this and I have no idea how to stop and take it all in. I have been trying more and more to live my life in such a way that doesn't stop me from doing what I want. As long as I am not hurting myself or giving up what makes me, me, I feel I should keep on keepin' on.
Living your life as your own should be something that we all strive for. Allowing strangers to share in your life is a great gift and when those strangers evolve into friends and then into family, we see what life is really all about. Stop hesitating, life won't wait for you.