This feeling is no longer in my control
The death of something more than myself
The romance of life, the death of resistance
This heart can take it no longer
How can I keep playing this role
If I could only change the way I feel
If this is the end, it is not your fault
How does this change how people see me
Have I ever known this type of heartache
I wish that I was not real
I want to disappear and fade away
Have I really gotten to this point?
Will I have to live like this forever
Is this pain ever going to subside
Is this feeling really defining me
Will I ever be able to be seen as normal
Am I willing to give up the support of a family
Why do they have to leave because of this
Why am I so damaged
Am I ever going to be able to deal with my past
The death of something more than myself
The romance of life, the death of resistance
This heart can take it no longer
How can I keep playing this role
If I could only change the way I feel
If this is the end, it is not your fault
How does this change how people see me
Have I ever known this type of heartache
I wish that I was not real
I want to disappear and fade away
Have I really gotten to this point?
Will I have to live like this forever
Is this pain ever going to subside
Is this feeling really defining me
Will I ever be able to be seen as normal
Am I willing to give up the support of a family
Why do they have to leave because of this
Why am I so damaged
Am I ever going to be able to deal with my past