I like this idea of working on me. I missed out on being a real kid and now that I am a full fledged adult I want it back, well at least some of it.
I miss my bleach blonde streak in my hair, it helped me feel good about me. Working in an environment that is against individuality is so hard for me. I have always liked to be me, yes sometimes that means wearing eyeliner and five different colors in my hair. Why does that have to be so bad and outrageous?
I want to feel comfortable in my own skin. I want to get more tattoos and also get my lip pierced. I am now looking for a job that will allow me to do these things while I finish my degree and soon enough be in a field that doesn't care what I look like.
I am going to keep doing things for me because they are getting me out of this rut I am in.